damnit. i fell asleep at like 6-6:30 and just woke up about 10 minutes ago. :( i missed Matrix and now i'm gonna be up all night i bet. well, maybe i'll be able to go back to sleep. i also forgot to call julia and possibly hang w/her. oh well...i suppose i needed sleep. but this sucks. this reminds me of the other night when i thought this happened. only this time it was real. damnit this sucks.