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Thu, Jun. 15th, 2006, 10:25 am

The only bit of my dream I can remember from last night consists of me being in this crappy hotel restaurant I keep finding myself in. I know there's a series of successively better restaurants on higher floors, but I'm stuck in the small one with bad service and terrible food and I don't know how I got there.

I listened to Joni Mitchell last night on my way to sleep, and it was consoling and thought provoking. My ability to deal with my emotions in a productive way is aided by a small foray into softness, and a realization that I am not as alone as I feel. I need to not let my frustrations get to me so deeply, but I know that at the same time being able to feel so deeply is a gift I should not set aside just because it isn't always appreciated. I need to reassess my tempering and timeliness.

My video paintings are coming along, but I realize I have notions I need to address within them that are being held back. Issues of transition and translation, and the reconstitution of broken compartmentalizations must be acquired.

On these notes, I have work to do.

Fri, Jun. 16th, 2006 06:36 am (UTC)
carley

which joni album? i <3 her. sofa king much. (:

Fri, Jun. 16th, 2006 07:55 am (UTC)
holyloki

Blue, then Clouds, then Blue again.

Joni touches me in just such a way as to make me feel loved, even if it's in an ambient encompassing society kind of way. : )

Fri, Jun. 16th, 2006 07:58 am (UTC)
holyloki

On the other hand, she also makes me feel more comfortable with my sadnesses. I think I've been over thinking things instead of just remembering to breathe.