my resume has only mentally and emotionally fucked me for the past year. really, i know what to do i just can't do it. and i think all my employers/references hate me or don't really know me/care. i know these things aren't true, but that doesn't matter.
demobilized. cement on my feet. so i do something else...and i still won't have a job in a month, even though i could probably do just about anything anyone asked me to do.
i fucking hate this.