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Wed, Sep. 17th, 2003, 06:16 pm
when the days are long

I've been a fair bit polar lately. One moment surely has little to do with the next, the assumptions I make about my surroundings, my future, and my friends always seem to be off a bit. It usually happens that when the tone of the world resonates with my mental image, I'm shocked. This is normal. I feel like I'm back from the different (and for the most part better) place I was in this past year or two...maybe it's because I stopped self medicating. But, now at least I can look and see what the pros and cons of that were. I have yet to parse them and check the scale.

I hope I can get a job soon...I'm so much more together when I'm in control of my choices.

These are strange days.
I'm even being open on here...what's that about?

Wed, Sep. 17th, 2003 06:56 pm (UTC)
phemehrys

I miss you. If you're around, i'm thinking about throwing a small shindig friday evening. It won't be a real late thign since i have to be in training at 9 on Saturday. What cha think???

Wed, Sep. 17th, 2003 07:27 pm (UTC)
holyloki

sounds like a likely plan. mail me some direction action.
: )

Fri, Sep. 19th, 2003 12:24 am (UTC)
khadaji

it sounds like you and i should hit a bottle of johnnie walker some time.

goddamn, it sounded like i wrote that entry.