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Sat, May. 26th, 2001, 04:25 pm
I'm having fun, and summer is going well, but

I miss her.
I broke, I lose.
It really hasn't even been that long...6 days. I need to get back to Portland where I always have something to do, or people that are around so I can distract myself. Being at home just has too many cumbersome attatchments to deal with and too little active engagement. I am going to folk life with Carley around 6:30-7, but until then I have to stay here, knowiing everything is not ok, and not just because I miss her.

If anyone else wants to go to the festivities, let me know...call or post.

Sat, May. 26th, 2001 04:56 pm (UTC)

Uhm, 'scuze my stuck-ness in my own little world, but what happened? Broke as in money? Sorry to have to ask...

Sat, May. 26th, 2001 05:14 pm (UTC)
holyloki: Re:

I just meant I broke down, I've started to miss her.

Sat, May. 26th, 2001 07:45 pm (UTC)

I understand...I did a summer-apart relationship once. It's okay to miss her, but whether you allow yourself to or not it still sucks.
You'll find your method to keep in touch.
I think the trick is to not be immobilized by it, to remember to be in the here-and-now and that there are other people who are with you now. You said so in a previous post I think...so all you have to do is remember that. :)
BTW, have I told you I'm happy for you? 6 months, coolcool...

Sat, May. 26th, 2001 10:58 pm (UTC)

It was so good to talk to you today.

Sun, May. 27th, 2001 05:16 am (UTC)
holyloki: Re:

Don't be sad. Because, mostly, it's a good thing. : ]