December 4th, 2002

grandma ryan

I finally

broke through, and finished (eh) my CHinese art history paper. It was about a page too short but I'm not really concerned. At this point it just needed to end and be done with. I also think it was an alright paper although I probably could have added some quotes and whatnot. I'm tired of this and now I need to focus on putting together a draft of my thesis chapter.

Maybe I broke through because I got stupid tendencies off my chest and did something wrong rather than trying to withhold so much crap. Withholding is in fact what has been getting me into all kinds of messes after all...not that not withholding has done me any good, but well, letting go is ok sometimes, even if it means being a bit of an idiot. We can't all be geniuses of everything all the time.
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