I am getting a smart card reader for free since I have a Providian Smart Visa...too bad it doesn't work with Mac yet...heheh...maybe later, so I will get it for free while I can.
Carley's post about shaving her head is inspiring me to do wierd things to my hair. Totally unnatural things. Almost things that will challenge the traditional ideas of what hair looks good doing.
another long FLUSh(Friends List Up-to-date Session) come to a close...I end up either reading the list closely over a period of time or missing days and days...I'm not sure if this will ever fix itself, but I imagine not, and I really don't think I want it to. At some point I need to convince myself that if I miss things I won't be missing the world, and that maybe I could actually talk to people if I feel like I missed important things. I think this is one reason I am parsing out my journal...because I realize all my personal posts aren't necessarily something any old person wants to read, but when I want to write essays, or be more in depth about myself, or post art or post writing that people can have a choice as to whether they want to read it, and it won't clog up their friends page. I think it will be a good thing.
i've been reading old posts...there's one reoccurring theme in them...and it alwyas happens just...about...now.
I've been thinking backwards for too long tonight. Time to go recover and sleep.