September 1st, 2000

grandma ryan

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ok. i'm happy by myself, but i'm lonely too. i don't know how to reconcile this. and i notice myself being too anxious to appropriate a person to fix this problem when i don't know that they are good or right. i wish i were better at discerning girls who are interested in me, at least to start myself back in some sort of dating. i'm tired of being lonely or in a fucked up relationship. anyhow, enough of this goff crap.
grandma ryan

(no subject)

i keep saying "goff" and i don't know why. there's only one thing that misspelling and mispronunciation is good for...and you all should know how that finishes. ; )
grandma ryan

(no subject)

regarding my previous post of substance: not like any appropriations or aspirations of appropriation in my own mind do any good.