May 10th, 2000

grandma ryan

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erg...sleep won out instead of doing my sketches...doing them now, not going to go to bed til after my individual art critique...hopefully i will have most of the sketches done by then...i think i should.
grandma ryan

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holy shit...i just had a freshman, such as myself ask me for stimulants...he said he has become dependant on them over the past couple weeks...what the hell, that's frightening if he has needed that in order to manage just freshman year...i hope he doesn't get messed up totally before sr. year...i fear people in a situation such as that are in deep shit. freshman year can't be that hard just because hum is so easy and taks up so little time and so many credits...wow...shocking.

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grandma ryan

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hrm, i have gotten a few more done since 2, but i fear i will not be able to get all of them done...especilly if this website keeps having problems... : ( i need it to get at art prints and it keeps stalling. i don't even have half the number of sketches i am supposed to either...but, i did notice that they are bigger and more quality in general compared to some of the sketches i saw some other people had, so i think it will be alright...i have spent more time on these than i think was needed. we'll see...i will probably get to about 35 sketches by the time of my conference with the prof...maybe a few more hrm...i am 5/12 from where i started and i have 12 done in that time...so, i guess i will have done appx. 16 or 17 done in the next 7 hrs...we'll see...as long as i don't decide my bed looks like a good place to do sketches and to try to use the book liz gave me i won't fall asleep. heh, this and then my hum paper..than i'm done, that will be so nice :) and hey, tomorrow my camera should arrive...i will have to call later today to make sure the shipment came in to them so i will be able to rearrange things if it won't get here by the time i leave, either that or make sure i will still be able to have it shipped to greywood : / it had BETTER get here tomorrow though...Nikon has messed this up long enough...hopefully producing the boxes wasn't messed up and they will shp the cams and they will arrive.
grandma ryan

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ok i'm off to my art thing with what i have...which isn't nearly what i should have...but oh well, damnit, i came to every class except one which is more than probably everyone in the class and i put a lot of off class time into my paintings...i'm fine...
grandma ryan

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art critique went well, he didn't seem displeased at my sketches, and we had some good discourse about my paintings. i'm very satisfied with the outcome. : ) ah, now just to write my hum paper...i feel so motivated i just may start writing it today : )...ack, on a bad note, i just called and they said the cameras aren't in yet!!! i am so angry! : ( it had better get here by tuesday or i'm fucked. :( i'm already mad since i was hoping to use it tomorow before some people take off...
grandma ryan

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hmm, think i might go check out pulp fiction for a bit and if i get bored come try to work on my hum paper so i have some done when i have to finish it tomorrow.[shrug]