May 2nd, 2000

grandma ryan

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hrm...i am very tired...think it's time for bed...found out my camera wasn't shipped because the manufacturer forgot to make the boxes for the cameras and so it should arrive at the retailer by the end of the week, and i am having it sent overnight shipping...so i think maybe i'll get it soon :)
grandma ryan

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ah, got up and i finally don't feel tired...but damn, my cheek is twitching feverishly...what the hell...how annoying...right under my right eye too...i hope it stops pretty soon or my cheekbone muscle is going to get buff and stick out [smirk] damnit, i have to write a paper by friday...[sigh] i'm so schooled out.
grandma ryan

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wow, i'm still really tired...i woke up around 3, was up for a bit then went back to sleep sometime and slept til around 7:30...damn, and i still need to start my hum paper...due friday...well, two more days and one more night[tomorrow i have dinner with my hum conference at my prof's house] night then one more day, friday then it's due...ah well, i can do that...i've written 7-10 pages in less time than that. i just need to do well on this...ah well...i'm just glad school is almost over...then i can rest. and hopefuly i will have my camera by this weekend...although i really shouldn't play with it until finals are over...although i'm sure i won't be able to resist. : /
anyhow, can't wait to get back and see all of y'all...we should get together and do something when i get back, or at least the week i get back when i'm rested and settled in and i have solidified my plans for my road trip...i'm not going to let things drift like they did last summer and never get around to it. I NEED to do this, for my own sake, for my Self. later. sleep beckons i think.
grandma ryan

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hrm...rethinking things...not rethinking sleep though. just relaxing and thinking about the day, the week, the year...my life, my attitudes, my reactions to things, my needs...basically allowing myself to be self-absorbed at the moment...i'm not self-absorbed enough sometimes.