April 25th, 2000

grandma ryan

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well...painting was productive tonight...my work from sunday was dry enough that i could work on things today, and so i am almost finished with the piece. still no word from elizabeth...ah well, no problem...maybe i'll see her at lena tomorrow and get to completely ignore her like she has me...fun to see how she responds to that. or maybe i won't be an ass and i'll just say hi and give her her money and be extremely thrifty with my words. heh, whatever, she is kind of flaky anyhow. well, then again, not many people aren't flaky. i guess i'll just be lonely my whol life because i have to deal with the fact that i either will have to be around flaky people or be lonely...unfortunately i'd rather be lonely sometimes. ah well...

looking forward to renn fayre :) look as if kim, susan, jeff, and susan's friend jeremy[? i can't remember is that right?] will be coming for sure...maybe some other people we hope. ; )
grandma ryan

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damnit, i need to stop playing games...maybe i should take my games off so i don't play them for hours when i should be doing work : / ...this "centipede" game made by ambrosia is extremely fucking adictive and i've ben playing the same game for probably close to 2 hrs or more. : ( i guess i'm too good at it for my own good : / stupid games. i guess i will either go to bed now or do work...hrm, i still have the game on in the background. should i finish that? it could be another 2 hrs : / but i doubt my will will hold out that long. [shrug] i think i'm going to do something else.
grandma ryan

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wow, i actually got up this morning and i've taken a shower and plan on going to eat breakfast...this is marvellous : ) i'm sure tomorrow i'll slep through classes or something, because i'll have to pay for this. [smirk]
grandma ryan

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hrm...so my digital camera is shipping on the 28th, but if i change to overnight from 2 day shipping i will lose my place in the queue : / so now i'm on the phone so that possibly i will be able to have it for renn fayre : ( i hope customer service will be able to do something about this.
grandma ryan

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yay! i didn't lose my camera in the change..they had 89 on backorder and 200 shipping on the 28th, so now it is coming overnight and hopefully the product will arrive on the correct date there so i will get it on friday in time for renn fayre!!! : )
grandma ryan

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ahh :) back to a previous topic, as i'm reading through old journal entries...i got accepted for this little lit mag for some oregon community college[shrug] kind of silly but neaqt too...heh, they didn't take any of my poetry[although looking at what i submitted i'm not that surprised] and i got two art pieces accepted..."Passion" and "Folded Wings" heh, there we go...i didn't mention that to anyone and it didn't fall through...see, what have i been saying about talking about things prematurely? :) now i just need to apply that to things i consider more important. : /
grandma ryan

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hrm, wasting time talking to kim again [smirk] but at least i've been and am teaching myself stylesheets as i need it...i havwe been trying to figure out how to make the underline go away on links for a long time... :) heh, me and my lack of programming knowledge.
grandma ryan

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hrm...stuff. prepared some stuff for the open mic tonight as well as writing 2 new pieces. going to go get food then nappytime until i have to go or until i wake of my own volition.