March 27th, 2000

grandma ryan

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hrm, not happy with the way livejournals and webpages are being used by friends to attack and argue about each other like neither knows the other is reading them...don't really know what to do, but i wish they would act like adults and talk to people face to face or at least on the phone instead of doing this to each other like the others don't exist...not fair to anyone, most of all themselves. most of all i wish my other friends would stop ignoring the situation and/or feeding the flames...no one needs to burn any more. Fireman Montag needs to die, books aren't adequate sources for advice now, but sometimes calm watching and reading signals is a better way to put out fires than by starting them.
grandma ryan

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seems like things all just fall apart. sickness defeats the bright allocations, follows the medicine down, coats the stomach to too many parables. i want to love her, but there are fix-em-up projects i can't move to enter her house. This house is ill, and there are no more windows to climb through.
grandma ryan

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ehhhh....painting was slow..........so tired i couldn't even paint...ech...but i survived...bed should be soon i think. but most likely it won't happen... : /